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Chapter 2
-Kelly’s POV-
I wish he kissed me. I wish he would tell me he likes me to. Everything happens for a reason right? Well maybe me moving here was to meet Zayn. He held me; he’s never done that before. He stared into my eyes, smiled, and then looked at my lips like he wanted to kiss me. Why didn’t he kiss me?
“Are you okay?” Zayn asked.
“I’m fine,” I stuttered, “we should ummm… we should go get something to eat.”
“Yeah, there’s this cool restaurant called Nando’s around the corner.” He implied.
“Cool. Let’s go” I said without making eye contact.
“Yeah, maybe Niall is there. He loves Nando’s. Well Niall likes food in general but you know what I mean. They have chicken there. It’s like KFC but better.” He stated.
“That’s great. I would like to see Niall again, he was really funny, but he seemed a little out of it when I first met him” I mentioned.
“It’s probably because Niall never saw a girl pretty as you.” He said under his breath.
“Oh…” I said a little surprised.
He thought I was pretty? I didn’t know he thought that. I didn’t even think I was. But maybe he was right. I mean all the guys did act weird around me. Or maybe I was the first girl he brought to meet them. But I doubt that, a boy that attractive must have girls throwing themselves at him. It’s like the guys wanted something to happen but who knows.
-Zayn’s POV-
Did I really just say she was pretty? Because I was wrong. She is B E A U T I F U L, she’s just so prefect. We went to Nando’s and of course Niall was there. He can live there for the rest of his life. We ordered our food and sat with Niall while we waited.
“How long have you been here for?” Kelly and I said together.
“I just got here,” Niall said, “Is everything okay between you two? You guys seem a little weird”
“I’m fine.” It happened again we said it at the same time.
“Weird. And that’s coming from me.” Niall said with a hesitation.
No I wasn’t fine; I couldn’t say anything with Kelly right there. I didn’t want her knowing that I liked, wait no LOVED her. I would do anything to be with her. I would give up everything to just have her in my arms again. Our food was ready and Kelly went to go wash her hands while Niall and I got the food.
“Niall, you’re one of my best friends and I know I can trust you with this. I like Kelly, A LOT. She has all the qualities I look for in a girl. And before we came here someone was pushed into Kelly and she fell but I caught her, and we just stared at each other for 10 seconds and I pulled her back up since people started staring.” I tried explaining to him how I felt about it.
“Awh, that’s so cute, I see the way you look at her, the way you get a smile on your face every time you hear her name, the twinkle in your eye when you start thinking about her, you should ask her out mate.” Niall said.
“It’s too soon though, she just moved here, and I don’t know if she likes me back like I like her.” I emphasized
“It may be too soon, but it could also be too late. You never know what you have until you lose it. Maybe she could be the one” He replied.
-Niall’s POV-
I know everyone thinks I always have food on my mind. But I actually don’t. Well not this time anyways. Zayn is one of my best friends and I have never seen him fancy a girl like he fancies Kelly. He has a glow on his face when he walks up because he gets to see her. A smile because he hears her name come up in a conversation. A twinkle in his eye when he thinks about her.
And more importantly the way he looks at her. There are thousands of gorgeous girls in London and he doesn’t take a shine to any of them. He only looks at Kelly, like every time he sees her; he falls in love with her more. Like in the Notebook or Titanic, yes I am a hopeless romantic, but who cares. It’s not about me it’s about Zayn and how he feels.
Kelly is a gorgeous girl. She’s funny, she’s sweet, she seems like the perfect match for Zayn like it was fate that put them together. He needs to do something before someone else takes her. She’s the new girl and school is about to start soon and the guys will be taking a fancy to her the minute she walks into that school yard. While Zayn went to the washroom, I decided to see how Kelly felt about Zayn.
“I know me and you aren’t the greatest of friends, because well we just met. But I want you to know that, if you ever need anyone to talk to I am here. And it can be about anything okay?” I assured her.
“Thanks Niall… I’ll keep that in mind if there is anything…” She replied hesitantly.
“You’re welcome. So… How do you feel about Zayn?” I asked.
“I don’t know, being with him I can be myself. It feels right being with him, it’s like it was meant to be. But I don’t know about right now because school is about to start and I don’t want to get distracted. And there are prettier girls here than me so I have a lot of competition. I just wish I knew he felt the same way” She said.
It reminds me of those couples that everyone knows they like each other BUT them. Now that I know she feels the same I want to tell Zayn. But I can’t. I want him to figure it out himself. He deserves to have her. She is everything he wants in a girl. Other than his mom because he spent his whole like with her.
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Chapter 20
-Kelly’s POV-
I saw the limo leave. I tried to run after it but Harry kept pulling me back to hold me back. I don’t know what I am going to do without Zayn. He’s my best friend, that’s who I spend everyday with. “This is all your fault” I turned towards Harry in anger.
“Really?” He asked.
“Yes it is. If it wasn’t for you kidnapping me, both of us wouldn’t be in the situation.”
“I’m sorry, but then again I’m not. I don’t get why you think it’s such a bad idea for you to be seen with me more then friends Kelly.” And with that he walked back inside. I was facing one of my biggest phobia’s and that was the phobia of being alone. Even though I know this place pretty well I still don’t like being alone. My phone died when I was trying to break up the fight so I had no way of getting home. I decided I would go ask Niall or Liam if I can stay over. I don’t think Lava would want me to if she knows what happened between me and Harry.
I knocked on Niall’s door and what do you know, he was there. I was in tears still, and he understood completely. He let me use his phone to call my parents to tell them I am staying at Niall’s tonight. They understood completely, I have a feeling they knew I was upset.
I told Niall everything that just happened. And I mean EVERYTHING. From when I got kidnapped to what just happened a few minutes ago. I even told him how I may be moving back to Los Angeles. I told him more than I told Zayn, I know Niall seems like he isn’t very serious but when he needs to be he is.
“I don’t know what to do and I don’t want to tell Zayn yet if I am moving or not because then that would worry him. I wanna know for sure that I am moving before I say anything. And I don’t know what to do about Harry. I mean I liked him but not as much as I like Zayn. Zayn is always there for me, with him I only think about me and him no one else. Niall you don’t get how bad I feel about this situation. I never felt so ashamed of myself.”
“Kelly, I think right now Zayn feels betrayed and he needs some space. I know you like him A LOT, but you have to tell Zayn before it’s to late and he is even more heart broken then ever. I don’t want to see him upset because it makes me upset. You can always talk to me if you need someone and you know that.” With that he gave me a hug and we ended up watching movies and laughing.
-Zayn’s POV-
I was on the plane for what felt like ever. I went to the one place that I loved going to when I was little. My grandpa always brought me here before he died. It was a place for me and him. I go here sometimes to think but ever since I met Kelly I haven’t came in a while. I was going to bring her here after she said yes to being my girlfriend. I had everything planned out, I even asked her dad if it was okay because that’s his little girl and I want him to be okay with it.
I was walking around the city getting clothes for a few days and I ran into someone I would of never expected to see here. I saw Perrie. Yes Perrie, my ex before I was on The X-Factor. You know the one with blonde hair and A LOT of make up. Yeah her, she’s here she’s in a band we competed against called Little Mix.
Back during the X-Factor when we first auditioned I met Perrie Edwards. She was the prettiest girl I have ever seen. She had blonde hair and blue eyes, she could sing, she was tall, she was everything I wanted in a girl. After i got to know her a little better I asked her out and we started dating. We were the eye candy of the public. She started getting hate and I tried everything to stop it. But she didn’t mind it because she knew that she had one thing that they didn’t. And that was me. Most of the fans I met told me what they really thought of her, which was “She’s only dating you for attention.” That is actually the only thing I got, but I didn’t listen I was in love with her. Or so I thought I was.
Once both of our bands went to the live shows she was under a lot more pressure than I was but that didn’t stop her before. She got more hate with each show and every time they saw us together people would say more and more shit. Till one day on an interview with SugarScape they asked her if she was in a relationship. She said no she wasn’t. I texted her to see what that was about and she said “It’s Over” she never gave a reason. Haven’t gotten one since.
She came up to me and gave me a hug. I gave her a hug back and we went to get coffee. She looked the same just bigger, faker eye lashes. “So Zayn, long time, no see. Why did you stop talking to me?” She asked.
“Maybe it was because I was heartbroken from when me and you went out. What do you want Perrie?”
“I want another chance Zayn. I’m sorry for what happened before, but I want another chance to be together. To make it work.”
“And why should I do that? You let me fall in love with you and dumped me out of the blue, over text! I don’t really think that deserves a second chance.” I got up and left her there. Went to my hotel and went to sleep. I didn’t went to the gym a few times, got stronger, and cleared my head it helped.
-Kelly’s POV-
I hung out with Niall everyday so far. We got close like we used to be. He told me how he was excited about going to America, specifically Los Angeles. Then he thought of the craziest idea ever. He told me I should go with them to L.A. I can be a dancer. He asked management and they agreed, of course I was going to be paid but I was just happy I was going to get away from this place for a little bit and go back to my old life.
Niall called eveyone over to his flat. They all came even Harry, he just looked at me in disgust but I didn’t mind because I was happy I was going. “I have a special announcement to make lads.”
“What is it?” Liam asked confused.
“Yeah, and why is she here?” Harry asked with an attitude.
“Hazza, chill your balls and let Nialler speak.” Louis said.
“I would like you to meet the new dancer of One Direction, Kelly Egan.” Niall announced.
“Please tell me this is some cruel joke. You can’t be serious. Can she even dance?” Harry asked getting annoyed by the minute. With that I ran out of the room and slamming the door to Niall’s bed room. I had tears about to escape but I stopped them. I heard a light knock on the door. I calmed myself down and opened it. I was in shock to see the face. It was Harry. “What do you want?” I asked with my head down.
“I wanted to see if your okay.”
“Why would you care, it’s obvious you don’t with that attitude your giving me. Did someone take your cats away or something?” I asked feeling pretty proud of myself with that.
“No, but I did just see someone beautiful, strong and independent run off because of me.”
“Harry, I don’t get it. You don’t treat people you love like this. I’m sorry I hurt you, but I still want to be friends. Without you who would I have a fling with?” I asked laughing.
“So friends with benefits? I like that idea.” He said while winking at me.
“But it HAS to stay between me and you.” I said laughing.
He left and right when I was about to my phone started vibrating. I stared at the screen for a while, the name put me in shock. Zayn, he texted me saying to meet him at his house. I ran out of the flat like my life depended on it and went to his door. I knocked on it and his mom answered. “Hey Kelly, what can I do for you?”
“Is Zayn here? he just texted me to meet him here.”
“Turn around.” I heard in a husky voice.
I did as I was told and saw Zayn. There he was a few feet away. I ran to him and leaped into his arms. He held me for a while but I didn’t mind. I was in tears, but they were tears of joy. “Zayn! I miss you so much. I have so much to tell you.”
“I missed you too Kelly, and what?”
“I’m going on tour with you guys! And I wanna talk about us if that’s okay.”
He nodded and led me to his room. He closed the door and put his iPhone on his iHome dock. Kiss Me by Ed Sheeran started playing and I didn’t mind that at all. He sat on the bed and he pulled me onto his lap. His forehead leaning against mine and our lips centimeters apart. “So what about us do you wanna talk about? And are you really going on tour with us?” He whispered into my lips.
“I wanted to say that I know you probably don’t trust me as much and I am willing to wait to gain in back and does this answer your question?” I kissed him lightly on the lips. He nodded and I helped him pack and he did the same. I know it’s going to take a while but it’s worth it.
In Zayn’s POV; It’s NOT supposed to be mean to Perrie Edwards in ANYWAY.I don’t have a problem with her, but that was the only ex-girlfriend I thought of at the moment. It’s not meant to be insulting her in anyway, I PROMISE. I completely support Zerrie.
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Chapter 19
-Zayn’s POV-
“Zayn, when me and Harry where in Paris we almost had sex” Was all I heard. Everything around me stopped. Kelly had tears in her eyes. I was looking around to see my surroundings and then I saw Kelly again. She was staring at me, her eyes bloodshot red. When she saw my reaction she turned the other way to hide her face which was full of shame and guilt.
I grabbed her arm rather aggressively and I took a step closer to her, I leaned towards her ear and whispered “Who wanted it more?”
She instantly jerked out of my grip and faced me. She was quiet for a while still crying, until she finally spoke. “At first it was Harry, but he stopped himself. Then….. Then… Then it was me…..” She dropped the eye contact and started staring at the ground.
I ran out of the park. I knew exactly where I was going.
-Kelly’s POV-
I was still crying looking at the ground and I heard foot steps fading into the night. Then I knew I fucked up. I was stranded here in the middle of the park. I didn’t want my dad to come because I didn’t want him to see me like this. I didn’t want my mom to come because she would of asked what happened. I called Louis, Liam, Niall, Lava, pretty much everyone I knew and no one picked up. Until I came across the name I didn’t want to see.
Harry.
Harry came and picked me up from the middle of the park. I sat in the passenger seat of the car, silent looking out the window. Harry respected the fact that I didn’t want to talk. It was raining and I wasn’t sure where he was taking me. But the roads looked familiar so I knew I was safe. And I finally whispered a “Thank you” to Harry. Which broke the silence and we started talking.
“You don’t have to thank me. So you want to talk about what happened or ….?”
“Harry please just understand this is between me and Zayn. I don’t want to you more in the middle of this.”
“But I care about you. I want to be in the middle if it helps you, I care about you too and I don’t want Zayn to be only angry at you. I have fault in this situation too. And I’m not going to let you take all the blame for what happened with us.”
“Don’t say it with us. Because there is nothing between us. I love Zayn, not you Harry. And I realized that, I don’t want anything between us. We’re just friends and that’s what it’s supposed to be. But what I have with Zayn is so much more than that and I don’t even know what that is.”
Harry stopped the car. We arrived at where we were supposed to go. He dragged me into the car and into the elevator. And he started facing me. We were both soaking wet. Not dropping eye contact, when all of a sudden Harry stepped closer me, his breath on my lips and he kissed me. Urgently but passionately, I instantly pulled away and he started talking again.
“Your instinct is telling you not to kiss me but you want to. Don’t you feel the spark? Don’t you feel the passion when we kiss? Don’t deny and I know its there, We have something. I’m just not sure what it is.” Right then the elevator opened, and there standing in the hall was Zayn. He saw me in Harry’s grasp. Me and Harry stepped out of the elevator and Zayn came blazing towards us. I stepped behind Harry until I realized Zayn was going towards Harry and not me. Once he got in arms length he shoved Harry, towards the wall. Forgetting I was behind Harry. I fell back and Harry helped me up.
“Run” Harry instructed me. But I ignored, I couldn’t leave like this. Zayn kept getting even angrier just looking at Harry. He finally talked, “How dare you try to take my girl from me. You already know how hard it is for me to develop feelings for a girl and you just try and take her from me.”
“At least I had the balls to make the first move, unlike you.”
Zayn grabbed Harry by the collar of his shirt and punched him in the face. I winced at seeing the sight of it but I couldn’t let it get any farther. I saw Harry’s nose start bleeding and ran in between Zayn and Harry.
-Zayn’s POV-
There I saw her defending him… She stood in the way of me hitting him. All I saw in her this minute was a traitor, but I still loved her. No matter what she did, I still loved her with all my heart. I wanted to push her aside and just beat the hell out of Harry, but I knew that would hurt her. I’m still not even sure where her heart is at. I’m not sure if her heart is with me, or if it’s running off towards Harry.
Somehow, every thought in my brain that involved her and Harry made me angrier. The girl I loved with my best friend? That’s not the way it’s suppose to be. The girl I love is suppose to want to be with me. My best friend is suppose to stand by my side encouraging my happiness, but this was obviously not the situation.
Kelly just stood there between Harry and I. Her back was facing Harry, and she was facing me with the beautiful begging face. She was out of breath from the fall and rushing to get between us. I just stood there breathing deeply not knowing what to do. I wanted to push her out of the way and charge at Harry. I wanted to tear up his face to shreds and make him wish he never touched Kelly. I wanted him to regret ever having any sort of thoughts or feelings for her. The only problem was, I knew Kelly wouldn’t ever let me do that.
Finally, I tried to hit Harry again, but this time my eyes started getting watery and I was raging out. I put one hand towards Kelly to move out of the way, and the other getting ready to punch Harry across the face. Kelly pushed back and ran into my chest and hid her face of tears in my shirt, Harry caught my punch because of Kelly’s intrusion. I just stood there and held Kelly in my arms and started crying too. My tears fell into her hair while her tears were all over my shirt. I just held her tightly against my chest.
“Zayn, please! Stop trying to hurt Harry. It’s not all his fault!”
“Why Kelly? You know I’m in love with you. How could you do this to me?” I cried to her.
“Zayn, I don’t love Harry. I was so caught up in the moment, but I know it was wrong of me. I wasn’t doing any of it with the intentions of hurting you. I was just being careless and idiotic. Please forgive me Zayn. All of this made me realize how I much I truly love you and how I don’t want anyone else.”
“Kelly, I love you so much, and I want to believe your words. But… I just can’t right now. This is all just too much for me, and I don’t want to make an irrational decision when I can’t even think straight. In the end, my whole decision is going to be effected by the fact that I love you, and I don’t want something like this to happen again. My trust in you is starting to drop, and I don’t want to end up living feeling sorry for myself.”
With that, I let her go and ran out of the building. I couldn’t look at either one of them. I needed to be alone, and to think straight. I can’t think straight with Kelly around me because all I want is to love her. I can’t think straight around the boys because all I want to do is beat the hell out of Harry. I just feel so betrayed right now.
I jumped into the limo and the driver asked me “Where to sir?” as we pulled out of the lot. I saw Kelly and Harry run out of the building standing out in the rain watching me leave. I saw Kelly crying and Harry pulled her into a hug, and Kelly was pulling out of his grasp running towards the direction of my limo, but she knew it was too late.
Tears formed in my eyes and I told the driver “To the airport, I need to get out of here…”
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Chapter 18
-Zayn’s POV-
I heard a loud bang, and ran next door. The door was unlocked and I saw Kelly there sitting in shock. Her phone was next to her and the look on her face was like she just saw a ghost. I pulled her close into my arms and started sing Wayfaring Stranger by Ed Sheeran cause I know that always calms her down.
I was rocking her back and forth in my arms and making “shhhhh” noises and I told her repeatedly that everything was going to be okay. She looked me in the eyes like she was hiding something. She told me to sit on the couch and I did exactly what I was told.
“Zayn before you do anything I have to tell you what happened last week after you dropped me off”
“Kelly, you got kidnapped. Didn’t you?”
“You can say that….” She said hesitantly.
“What do you mean by ‘You can say that’? Kelly what aren’t you telling me?” My voice started getting angrier. She had tears in her eyes and dropped the eye contact.
“At first I thought I was kidnapped. Until I saw who kidnapped me and why they did it.”
“Who was it?”
“It was ….. It was…… It was one of your band mates. The only one that wasn’t here when I was missing. I spent the week with him, because I didn’t know what else I was supposed to do.”
“Kelly what happened? Where did he take you? Why did he take you? Why won’t you say anything?”
“He came here and took me but I didn’t know it was him at first. He took me to Paris, France. He took me there because he wanted to see if there was more between us, because of that night when we played truth or dare and you dared him to kiss me. He told me he felt a spark and that if there was something he didn’t want it to let it go.”
I felt myself close to punch a wall but I didn’t. All I could say was “What happened when you and Harry were in Paris?”
-Kelly’s POV-
I couldn’t tell Zayn, but I had to. I just stood there standing as still as a statue.
“What happened when you and Harry were in Paris?” Tears escaping my eyes when he asked this.
“What happened was….”Tears where starting to roll down my face. I couldn’t tell Zayn what happened. I’ll just make it seem like something else. Yeah that’s smart. “What happened was we just went sight seeing a few nights and hung out.” I said calmly, hoping more tears wouldn’t escape.
“Uh huh” Zayn said unconvincingly. But I didn’t question it anymore. He came up to me and wiped away the tears with his thumb and kissed my cheek. Before I turned away he pulled me closer to him, one move and our lips would meet. “Not so fast beautiful. Since you’re back and we never hung out like we were supposed to, I’m taking you out tonight. No If, Ands, or Buts.”
“Okay” I said with a small smile, and turned away, but before that happened Zayn’s lips met mine and stayed for a while. We both pulled away for air, and I walked off. He came after me with a confused look. “Can I help you”
“Yes, I would like to know why this amazing girl walked off right after I pulled back from her.”
“Well, I here she has this date with the Bradford Bad Boi and she needs to go get ready, so unless you don’t wanna go on that date as bad I suggest you let me get ready.” I added with a wink at the end.
“Can I at least pick out a dress for you? If I have to stare at you for a while, I would like it to be in something nice.” He winked back.
“You know where my room is, or do I need to lead you to that to?”
“I would like you to lead me there but can you hold my hand? I’m scared someone may try and take you away from me.” He grabbed my hand and intertwined his fingers with mine. I led him to my room and he went to my wardrobe. He ended up picking out a really cute outfit. Who knew Zayn would have enough style to pick out a white strapless dress, white toms, and a denim jacket.
“You are going to wear this and I have to go and start getting ready. I mean I don’t want you looking better at me.” He winked at me. I was about to respond to what he just said but he crashed his lips into mine. It got the same feeling I got the first time we kissed that one night. I didn’t want it to end but I needed to get ready. The only problem was everything in my body went against it and made me stay. We were like this for a few minutes till he pulled back to catch his breath. “Save it for tonight.” He winked at me and left.
I took a shower, once I finished I blow dried my hair and left it natural. It was already in perfect curls so and I knew how much Zayn liked my hair natural. I started putting on my dress when I heard knocking on the door. I thought it was Zayn until I realized that Zayn told me he would come pick me up at 7. I open the door and it’s a face I don’t expect to see.
“….. Harry …. What are you doing here?”
-Harry’s POV-
“….. Harry …. What are you doing here?”
“I need to talk to you. It’s kind of important.”
“Okay, come in. You don’t mind if I get ready do you?”
“Of course not, do what you have to do.”
“Okay, we can talk in my room. I’m home alone, and I have to do my make up. You can talk while I do it.”
I have to tell her. I have to tell her how I feel before it’s too late. Before something happens. I have to tell her I’m in love with her. Because frankly Lava is great and everything but Kelly is special. She’s different from all the other girls. And the week we spent together was way better than I ever expected. Lava came to visit me when I got back, I kissed her and the only face I saw was Kelly’s. I never really got this feeling before.
I know she’s in love with Zayn, but maybe I can change her mind. She has to let me at least prove myself that I mean it right? I walked in behind her to her room and she sat down on the floor in front of the mirror. She had her makeup bag next to her and she was grabbing her mascara. I’m going to wait till she finishes her makeup so that way she doesn’t ruin it.
“So what did you have to tell me?” She asked while zipping up the bag indicating she was done.
“Kelly, what I am about to tell you, you have to know I am not kidding, I mean this with all seriousness.”
“What is it?” She said while putting on her earrings. She looked so pretty. Oh how I wish it was me taking her out like it was back in Paris. The nights we spent out, getting to know each, laughing all night, sharing a kiss here and there. It’s not like that may never happen again. But I want her to know how I feel before she does anything.
“Kelly, I….. I’m…. I’m in love with you.”
-Kelly’s POV-
“Kelly, I….. I’m…. I’m in love with you.” That’s all I heard. I was in even more shock than I was in before. This can’t be happening.
“W—-Wha——-What? Harry, did you just say you’re in love with me?”
“Yes, I did just say I am in love with you. I had some time to think about it after we got back. I know it’s a lot to deal with right now, but Kelly I am in love with you. I have been since I first met you, then after the time I kissed you I fell more in love then this week we spent together, I realized that I want you. No one else but you.”
“But, what about Lava?”
“I like her a lot to. But Kelly you’re different. You aren’t like the other girls I know. You’re calm, and go with the flow, you’re naturally pretty, and you have everything going for you in life.”
“Harry, I don’t know how to respond” I was over-whelmed. I don’t know what was going on. I don’t know what to say. I’ve never been in this situation. I mean I liked Harry but after this weekend I only thought of it as a fling. Nothing more but than that. Just to see, but if he developed feelings for me then I don’t know what I am going to do.
“Can we talk tomorrow? I have to go meet up with Louis and the rest of the boys. Have a fun night with Zayn.”
“Thanks, and have fun with the guys. Tell them I said Hi.”
“I will.” And with that he kissed me on the cheek and left. I texted Zayn saying I was ready and a few seconds later I heard knocking on my door.
“Are you ready?”
“No, I just texted you for no reason saying I was ready” I said sarcastically. After what Harry told me I felt the guilt build up. Zayn NEEDS to know me and Harry almost had sex. He has to, but I can’t tell him tonight. I don’t want to ruin the night for him. It’s supposed to be special. Why else would he make me dress up so fancy?
“You look gorgeous, shall we?” He held out his hand and I took it. Our hands together like it was a perfect fit. This is making me feel worse, he can’t know. It will only break up there friendship and I don’t want that to happen.
We got to the park. There were roses everywhere and a table in the middle. A candle in the middle of the table and a little portable speaker. Zayn always knew how to be the romantic type. We ate our food while listening to a little bit of Stevie Wonder. It’s not really his type of music but he wanted to make it special and he wanted something slow. He put on Isn’t She Lovely. Most people know it as Harry’s audition song for the x-factor but I always liked it before. It was probably one of my favorite songs.
“Kelly, I have to ask you something.”
It can’t be the question that I am thinking about. He can’t ask me out. Not without knowing. He needs to know.
“Zayn before you make any rational decisions you need to know something” I can’t take it anymore I have to tell him. I am going to tell him whether it kills me or not.
“Kelly, I’m not making any rational decisions. I wanted to ask you if ——” I interpreted him, I couldn’t let him go through with asking me.
“Zayn, when me and Harry where in Paris we almost had sex.”
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With my friends and suddenly I see food.
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Put a “who would you rather fuck” in my ask.
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